Yes I would have to say that it is. I don't know how to explain this either but I know it has something to do with me. I am doing my best to actually work with this but it's hard too, I need the other one in this relationship, but he seems to be drifting away. I don't want that... But as you say, there's plenty more fishes in the sea. BUT! I will not give this one up that easily. What would a relationship be if you didn't fight for each other?
I've been thinking alot these past few days and even though the things I've been thinking about isn't THAT relevant to this matter it is important too. I kind got the feeling how to think about myself a little. Like keeping myself busy with things I like and stuffs.
His thoughts are important to me but I care way too much. It's becoming a needy battle and that is my problem. Many might say that it's his turn to play the cards. It might be so. But as I've been writing before - I won't ruin this by being stubborn. I could never forgive myself for that. I will do my best to be what I want to become and I will fight for the things that matters the most.
I've been thinking alot these past few days and even though the things I've been thinking about isn't THAT relevant to this matter it is important too. I kind got the feeling how to think about myself a little. Like keeping myself busy with things I like and stuffs.
His thoughts are important to me but I care way too much. It's becoming a needy battle and that is my problem. Many might say that it's his turn to play the cards. It might be so. But as I've been writing before - I won't ruin this by being stubborn. I could never forgive myself for that. I will do my best to be what I want to become and I will fight for the things that matters the most.
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