I have now decided that I can't take this shit anymore. I won't be online for a couple of days cause I am so freackin tired of being this down lately. I need to get a grip about things and atleast try to be sane about it. If you don't know what I am talking about then fine I might tell you if you ask me, I don't feel all jolly to talk about it right now.
I am working so hard to make things work, to get closer to someone and I am really spending both energy, money and my time on it. And it's not that I dislike doing it it's just that I feel so unappreciated while I am doing it.
Anyways, enough about that. Nathalie and I are planning a trip to London in December and we are soon about to book the tickets. I might not be able to afford it really but I need this. Even if someone might not come I can't be arsed to care anymore. I've done what I can and if that isn't enough then fine. *shrug* I can't kiss ass forever, still I don't want to ruin something that could be so good by being stubborn.
Fuckeli fuck fuck ^_^
I am working so hard to make things work, to get closer to someone and I am really spending both energy, money and my time on it. And it's not that I dislike doing it it's just that I feel so unappreciated while I am doing it.
Anyways, enough about that. Nathalie and I are planning a trip to London in December and we are soon about to book the tickets. I might not be able to afford it really but I need this. Even if someone might not come I can't be arsed to care anymore. I've done what I can and if that isn't enough then fine. *shrug* I can't kiss ass forever, still I don't want to ruin something that could be so good by being stubborn.
Fuckeli fuck fuck ^_^
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Jag förstår att du behöver ta det lugnt ett tag o samla tankarna. Tveka inte att messa!
<3
*kram*
I'm not really sure what exactly is wrong, but I'm sure I have a general idea.... If you give you give too much of yourself while the other person doesn't then it creates feelings of resentment. You've told him how you feel, and now it's up to him to decide what he wants. Unfortunately, it may not be what you want, but that could be a good thing if he is just upsetting you. Just remember.... "Enjoy everything. Need nothing. Needing someone is the fastest way to kill a relationship... the greatest gift you can give someone is the strength and the power not to need you, to need you for nothing." (Conversations with God, by Neale Walsch)
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