Omfg!

Omg! It has happened, I never thought it would. I've found love. I can't believe it, it was such a long time since I sat up all night talking to someone. Such a long time since I felt my heart racing like that over small things that, when you said it, meant so much. Even though we are so far away from each other and, we've never met, I just know. Knows that even though it might sound naive, I'm so happy that I've found you and we will make this work out. Going to England once in awhile isn't so bad you know. Fuck expensive yeah but I don't have any other things to spend my money on atm. Yeah, atm that is. Uni is taking up alot of my precious time and I should really write on my report now but I don't care anymore, I will do it. I just have to write.

I need to apologies too, I have been a terrible friend lately but I've been so busy with school and trying to relax and calm down. I am really doing my best you know. I'm thinking about finding a new place to make a blog on. I feel like that this one isn't making me so motivated anymore. I won't delete it, just have it here and write from time to time. But I dunno...

I feel a little mixed atm, dunno why. Maybe it's because I want so badly some things and I know that it's complicated to have it so soon. I've promised myself not to let go of him. My guy, my dark Prince, my Ciaran.

I truly do love you. <3

//Ewelina