I really don't feel good today. I stoped with candy last night and things are just feeling awful. I don't know any particular reason to my moodswings lately... My stomache has been hurting like hell back and forth, I wake up in the middle of the night sometimes cause of it. I have almost reached the bottom when it comes to my confidence in myself. I know Ciaran is busy with school and all that, and I want him to be that cause I want him to get to know as many people as possible cause I want him to enjoy it at his new school. He really get along with people so quickly and that makes me so jealous...I really do my best but the people on my class they are so...not dull but they seem to be like terrified to get to know new people... :/
I also quit eating candy now today is the first real day otherwise I quit last night. I'm really stressed too you know...
Exams coming up, me wanting to see Ciaran, me wanting my parents to know how much he means to me. Gosh this annoys me to tears and on top of this all I can't manage to get a grip of my life!
One of those good things that has happened lately is that 1. I got my paycheck from Wasa and it was like twice as much as I first thought. <3 And those money will be enough for the flight+bus in England.
2. The report is done, cause of the work I put down on it.
3. Culture Night was lovely.
4. I have Ciaran.
5. I have all of you guys <3
To be bloody honest, thinking of all the good things that have happened, makes me shine a little on the inside. No wait, not a little. A lot. :)
Now I have to write a little message to a certain Sarah and then I'll study some more. <3
I also quit eating candy now today is the first real day otherwise I quit last night. I'm really stressed too you know...
Exams coming up, me wanting to see Ciaran, me wanting my parents to know how much he means to me. Gosh this annoys me to tears and on top of this all I can't manage to get a grip of my life!
One of those good things that has happened lately is that 1. I got my paycheck from Wasa and it was like twice as much as I first thought. <3 And those money will be enough for the flight+bus in England.
2. The report is done, cause of the work I put down on it.
3. Culture Night was lovely.
4. I have Ciaran.
5. I have all of you guys <3
To be bloody honest, thinking of all the good things that have happened, makes me shine a little on the inside. No wait, not a little. A lot. :)
Now I have to write a little message to a certain Sarah and then I'll study some more. <3
4 kommentarer:
Åh, nej men nej! Inte ska du må dåligt Ewe!! :( Jag är också jätteavundsjuk på att Magnus kommer så lätt överens med alla... Awh awh... Men ENGLAND ÅH! Jag vill också åka dit! KRAM på DIG!
Lilla Ewe-kompis :( Hoppas du blir gladare snart.. eller åtminstone när du kommer till englands-landet och får din ciaran i dina armar :adore:
kram!
Aaaww. Du ska inte bli avundsjuk på andra, man har den förmåga man har och man får vara nöjd med det och gör det bästa av det :)
Fan vad nice att du ska till England! :D Låter underbart. Kärlek är så härligt! <3
Jag kan ju meddela er kära läsare att jag mår ju bättre nu. <3
Dock förkyld nu! >.< Tack. <3
Elton John hjälpte mig massvis. xD
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