the 6th-7th of April

Well, as you all probablly know I have for a time now planned a trip to Stockholm with Jannika. Two days ago I sat on the bus by now and just waited to get to Stockholm. I knew Jannika was coming in around 1 o'clock so I had a little time to kill before that. That's why I've decided that a guy named Tom should come and visit. You see, I've known him for almost 3-4 years now and he has always been supporting me and stuff. I sat there on the busstation and I was so nervous, I was so shaking and sweaty. But after awhile, like an hour of waiting I tried reaching him and he said that he had to be on work for a little longer so, Jannika got to the station before him and we started to walk around in Stockholm. =) <3We went to this Asian resturant and it was sooooo good. *drool* We even ordered ice cream with chocolate sauce for dessert. *drool* <3

Anyways Tom called that he was getting in to town now and that we could meet at Jannika's and mine hostel. So, after going back to the hotel I was so nervous again, shaking like a leaf and I just wanted to see him. *adore* So, back at the hotel Jannika surely laughed at me for being so nervous. *adore* :-* And she was just going to say hi to Tom and then leave for a walk. *adore* I feel so bad for making it longer than an hour. :( *hugs*

So, Tom took a taxi to the hotel, walking 1 km was too much for him atm. *lol* <3 So when Jannika was about to leave for that walk he just stood there in the hallway. :inlove: And I got so, like, my heart was beating so fast and shit. He gives the best hugs btw. ;) So Jannika said hi to him and shit and then she left. :( We got in to our room and just sat on each bed talking, like caressing ourself carefully and gentle. *adore* And he could feel how I was shaking. *lol and blushing* And I just fell for him, I have no idea what he was doing that made me fall so hard but then all the kissing starting and clothes were suddenly on the floor and we were in bed! :O *drool* *in love* Fuck, I don't do things like these, seriously.

Then after like 30 mins Jannika came back just because she had to changes shoes, so. *lol* I can't imagine what was going on in her mind at that moment. *lol* I'm so sorry sweety. *adore* *hug* Then she left and Tom and I was about to start again. *lol* <3>and so we did doing it again for half an hour. *lol* <3 *drool* Sorry for saying this but he was soooo the best I've ever been with. *drool* (like I've only 2 before him) *lol*
Then he had to leave when Jannika was coming back, all that because of more work :( But he truly gives the best hugs in the world. :inlove: He's such a strong guy. *drooling devil*
Jannika came back :) and Tom left. :( and then Jannika and I relaxed all day. *lol and devil*

Then on the night we went out to The Viper Room. A bit dull to start with but it was funny as hell. I'm not lying when I'm saying that she and I were the prettiest there. :D When we later decided to walk home we got lost. *lol* But who cares we got home after awhile. :) <3
Sleeping and then the next morning we ate breakfast and then later we checked out and just went out on town for the rest of the day. I'm so sorry for being sick and all. *hug* <3 And it's hard to like, talk normally like you do with your friends at home since we just know each other for such a short time. But I loved being with you in Stockholm. *hug* <3 I hope you did too.

Anyways I got home and now I'm about to take a shower. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you that the one thing I bought in Stockholm was a morning after pill. *lol* I don't want to get pregnant. *cries*

Toodles everyone! *hug* :-*

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