What did I ever do to deserve anything like this shit? All I can feel now is how worthless I am. That I'm not good enough...not even to listen to. I sat and tried to explain what I felt for him, why I couldn't do some things and just like that, no response and all I fucking got from him as a response was him going offline.
I know I'm so naive who thinks things between us could work, that we'd have a relationship and all but it's just not working like that! Not for him. And what he wants isn't enough for me.
I sat there and tried to explain over and over why it felt wrong and he kept on going, kept on pushing me. Of course he's going to say other things later on that would fucking save this whole thing but I can't take this crap anymore! Nothing I do is enough, he can't be satisfied with what he gets! I'm so fucking tired of this crap! Go to hell with it all! I'll go to his town I'll do that but to hell that I'll see him now.
...Gosh do I believe myself when I write this? That I'll actually not care to see him? How could I resist?
I feel like shit about this all...
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seriously, you're worth so much more than Tom, He's just a hot package for you. You need to find someone who take care of you, who'll love you no matter what. You're worth the best int this world Ewe kawaii. Don't take this crap!
Just think about what he does and what he says. After a while it becomes so obvious why you should ignore him that you just stop thinking about him.
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