Phew.

Time for a little writing I guess. Nothing new to tell you guys. Got some stuff to do tomorrow and the rest of the week. I don't have to urge to write something I feel now.

Good night. <3

Stockholm here we go!

Well, I've decided it now. We're going to Stockholm the 6-7th April! It's going to be a blast! Staying at the Colonial hotel/hostel laying approx 1,5 km from the Central Station. On the top of that it's kind of central too so we won't have to go long to get into town.

We've kind of planned to go out aswell on the night to a club, The Viper Room. Things couldn't have been better, it's fucking 1 km from the hostel! Shocked as we were when we found out about that we got more high on the idea to go there asap!

This Friday we're going to book the hotel/hostel, whatever. Just to be sure about it. Things are feeling so great now!

That's all for me now. :) See ya! ^^

A bit different this time...

What is this feeling I'm having inside? I can't stop thinking of him and I just want to run away from home to meet him. I just want to meet him and feel him. Gosh, I know what people would think, the fact that he's 34 and I'm 18. Bah, whatever, why should I care about what people think? I mean really, I've never complained to others about a little thing as age. I've known this guy for almost 3 years now. I still see him as the same person, well, not exactly. I love him more now and I know also that saying love now is too early, but it feels so wonderful.

When I spoke to him over msn, seeing him over webcam and I using the microphone. Gosh I giggled so much and I was blushing constantly. I could barely look at the computer screen when I noticed him looking in the cam. I suddenly became so happy inside and I got inspired for the first time for awhile. When he suddenly got unsure about us due to the age difference, I just knew that I had to meet him soon. I have to touch him and hug him, I want to be in those arms NOW!

I've choosen not to tell too many people, it's the best. I don't want to be judged or anything like that, all I want now is to be happy. I just want to meet him first before I tell too many. I just want to see him now, or talk to him. Call him wimp and stuff just for a tease. *adore* ^^

Anyway, what's happening in my life other than what I just told you? I failed on the theorytest for my driving licence, I've cut my hair a little and I'm otherwise just enjoying my schoolbreak. Too bad it's almost over. Now I better go and do something important. *adore*