I know I should...

I should Study I know that. But I just have to write this to you guys! Cause I've been feeling really ill today and that sucks. BUUUUUT! When I was checking through the blogs I have linked here I just got so happy. ^_^ (Thanks Sarah and Chris) *giggle* You guys makes me motivated and determined that I should be able to make this shit and stuffs. I don't really know one specific thing that the two of you wrote but fuck that! I love you guys! ^_^ You are da best in the test ^_^

Of course you others are motivating me too, no doubt about that. But sometimes you just need to read one simple thing and that is exactly what you need to hear. I just had to write that.

Besides, I am feeling better now, well at least a little. I am going to study now sir. ^_^

Bye bye <3

A blog about getting a grip

When I sit here and think about what I should do with My life, I can only see one thing in my head. It’s a picture that hasn’t been taken yet, but if it were taken, it would be the loveliest and most beautiful picture in the world. It would’ve shown love, truth and happiness. All those things that matters in a person’s life and that makes a person truly happy about herself, it would’ve been so obvious.

But, what can you do to get a grip about your life? Do you get more organized or less organized? Do you learn how to see happiness in the worst possible times or do you see the realistic things instead of dream? Do you consider what you want to do with your life before you do anything at all or do you try to do things and then get beaten down cause it was wrong? Do you try to mix all of it?

For me, I’ve more and more realized what I like doing. I might not understand what I’m doing or what things I’m doing wrong, but I like doing it. I love to help people, to be there for people – making people feel better about themselves makes me have a goal in life that I could be that person. Someday. A little bit of psychology perhaps? I love to think logical, like math stuffs, equations, algebra and why not a little of everything? I am, to be honest not that good at computers but I think it’s interesting to some part so I definitely want to work with that too. To travel, I want to travel. I like to workout and stay in good shape, or at least try to. I love movies, to look at, not to produce but still… I love to be creative. What can all these things make me?

How should I be able to get a grip of my life then when I don’t know what I want to do? I’ve decided that I will see after these next courses at school. These will help me to know if I should stay or not. I hope for my own best. ^_^ I think you should consider what YOU want to do to be able to get a grip of your life. I don’t have anything else to say really.

I really feel like I want to do something else than this but at the same time I want to fight a little longer just to see what might happen. And I’ll finish all the assignments that should be done. I shall rule the world!

I’ll talk to you all soon and I truly adore you all for doing your best. I hope this made any sense at all...

No title oh fuck! O.O

Lately I haven't been feeling good. I've been unsure about university - is this what I want to study etc. But right now I can't really be down. I have so much to be happy about.

1. The groupwork that I did and wrote 95% of passed! My teacher liked it and it was only one little fault he could see but we didn't have to change it cause it was only a miscalculation.
2. Nathalie is coming over today and we're going to plan a trip to London maybe in December this year. I hope so.
3. This Friday I'm going to shop with Jessica and goof around. Can't wait for that ^_^
4. I get to talk to Ciaran so much and my family knows about him and stuffs so I feel really good about it. Ahd he's one sexy mother fuckah! O.O And he is mine! ^_^
5. I'm listening to previews on iTunes for audiobooks and I just happened to find something with Dr Phil and I'm laughing my ass off. Haha. You gotta love Dr Phil. Haha. ^_^
6. I'm going to kick ass at my next assignment.
7. Last but not least I am going to attend to a meeting about studying abroad next week. Looking forward to that alot. ^_^

I hope you guys now that you all mean a lot to me. I really care for you all ^_^

Now I am going to study some!

btw. Ciaran + Ewelina = sant ^_^

A day with feelings

I see you everywhere. Every person I pass have something that reminds me of you. Shoes, sunglasses, a sweater whatever. But none of them has the whole package. Not like you. You're perfect.

So, this morning I woke up and when I fixed my hair it turned out to be perfect <3 I was feeling so good and I have got myself new music to my Mp3 so everything was just great. (Thanks Sarah for The Promise - Tracy Chapman, and Magnus for the other songs). Me and my groupmembers at school finished our work and I'll finish it up and stuffs so I am very calm about that. Going to leave soon for a little workout with Body Balance - a mixture of Tai Shi, Yoga and Pilates. Love it.

So when I got home today I felt like I needed sugar and I took chocolate. I feel a little bad about that but who cares? I don't feel like I can diet right now. Besides I treated myself a good sallad today and last night. <3 I just feel so good about myself and I do wonder why... *lol* Thank you my love.

Now I am going to get going but first I have to flush my toilet before anyone gets home... *shiftyeyes*

Bye my lovelings <3