Sick but rather happy

Yeah I know it's hard to believe that you can be happy when you're sick but I am. At the moment I'm feeling so happy and I have a clue about why but I don't want to share it with the whole world just yet.

I had a driving lesson today and no school. That was really nice and the lesson turned out to go very well. Even though he's slow on seeing my improvements I'm still learning more and more so that's good. I don't care if it's going to take longer time than I expected at first. I have to see it like this, I'm learning right?

Anyway, on Tuesday the 27th I'm going to Karlstad, going to visit the hospital and check some things if it works and stuff. I'll be fine. I might buy myself something pretty in town too. ^^ Jannika have told me about some clothes at Vila. Oh yeah, I have to mention that too! O.O I might go to Borlänge this year too on the Peace and Love festival! That's going to be sweet! Since I'm not going abroad just yet I'm going to have some fun this spring and later in the summer when I'm not working. First it's Arvika for UKM - Young Culture Meeting - and then the weekend after that we're going to go walking on mountains and stuff! How cool isn't that!? O____O We're going to visit the largest/longest waterfall in Sweden. ^___^ Then of course I'm graduating, finally. OMG! How could I forget to mention about that!? Jannika and I might go to Stockholm during the Easter weekend. I can't wait! I hope school isn't going to take too much of the time because I need to take care of myself aswell. I sure hope that I can get my driving licence soon! That'll be so nice when I have it in my hand. ;) Oh I have to take pictures then. ;) Upload some. :P Haha!

Oops, this got a little longer than I first thought. Sorry you guys. But I just had to write something. Was awhile ago now. But now I have to study! O____O

Bye you guys! Love you a lot! <3

Not a good day

I can admit that I'm not miserable, but I wouldn't say that I'm the happiest girl in the world either. I laughed so much earlier today, and now it feels like every bit of that moment is gone. I just have this bad feeling in my chest and I want to rip it all out. I hate to feel this way. This isecurity and this bad feeling that reminds me of how everything can change in a blink of an eye. All I want is to feel a bit better so that I can feel motivated again. I think I'll upload some music to my new MP3 I got today. It's nice yet I think it could've been a little better. Anyway, I like it because I can have lots of music on it! Then I'll do some studies so that I tomorrow can feel good about myself when I'm going to Karlstad and maybe shop a little.

Aw now Jannika is online so I can finally get to talk off my chest a little. I kind of need that. She has already made me smile. ^_^ She is soo good! O.O And hawt. ;) Hahaha
That's all for me folks! See ya!

//Ewe kawaii