At the moment I am

• on the edge to get real sick, having a fever atm and I'm dizzy.




• pissed off because I can't have my own opinions anymore it seems. Well, I can but people are acting in a immature way as soon as I'm saying something.




• tired of the fact that I'm always feeling responsible because people is acting the way they are to me.




• proud over myself because I've been making my own bag from old t-shirts.




• having a motivation that is playing rollercoaster.




• kind of open for the idea to change my life and apperance.




• wearing my pyjamas.




• tired that some people are always living in the past.




• getting the urge to clean my dirty room. Vaccuming my floor. XD




• angry on the fact that people happily complain alot and then they doesn't do anything about it. Well I'm doing that at the moment now but changes will happen.




• patiently waiting for the day I can go to either Gothenburg or Stockholm. ^__^ *wink*




• a little more happy than I was before.




• happy that I've come somewhere on my future plans.




• horny on Johnny Depp ~*drool*~




• thoughtful over people who are tired over their own situation but instead of thinking of a solution, they are acting like fools.




• motivated again to do something! Maybe get well to start with. XD

Thank you for reading this crap. ^___^ Write a comment. :P

Well since it is New Years Eve today I might aswell write something about that too. All done. Bye. ;)

//Ewelina

Motivation, yes please!

I really think I've got it this time! At least a bit. ^_^

Finally I've found that small bit of motivation. I don't know where it came from or anything it just came. Like some guys I know. *lol* (bad joke, whatever) I'm going to be creative tomorrow, I'll start on my catears probably and then continue with some t-shirts I'm going to do something new with.

Any ideas?

First I'm going to write a schedule over what to do tomorrow. It's better to be prepared when I wake up tomorrow. ^___^ Damn it feels good to be a gangster! *lol* But I have to remember not to take too much weight on my shoulders, that's what's important. I can't be extraordinary with stresshoulders.

I'm proud of myself actually. I've finally succeded in telling some ppl of what I think, and what do I get back. Laughs right up my face. Assholes. I hope you're happy when you one day wake up as junkies. *angry* If you ask one thing you have to respect an honest answer. Wankers! I'm not the one who's all caught up in my ex. MOAHAHAH! Do I'd do him if that would have been possible. *lol and drool*

Now I'm going to let Jannika read this shit. I hope you'll be soooo happy. <3>

Bye you all wankers!

//Lots of Love, Ewelina

All done

I think so atleast. With the Christmas gifts that is. All I have left is a gift for dad and to send my cards. ^_^

All I can say is a Merry Cristmas to you all!


//Ewelina

Jannika, Mike, Cecilia, Natha, Alma, Linn, Sandra, Mia, Amanda, Cilla, Offa and the rest. <3 you all. *adore*

For my Prom. :)