Fucked up

Why? Why is it so hard to know where your heart is at? Why can't something happen that'll make everything be so clear so it's obvious? I hate these unsure feelings... No one understands...

I wish I was more like Fabio. *lol*

Anyways, to some happy news. I just sent away an email to a girl who might be able to fix my hair. Dreads that is. Moaahahaha! That'll be sooo cool! ^^ Hope that it'll turn out to be a happy thing and good-looking! XP

The Crazy girl called me

Somehow...
...I feel empty when I think of a perticular person. I wish I wouldn't feel that way so often, but what can I do to help that huh? Wonder how many I you'll find in my blogs. *lol*

Is it just me, or can the person help or do something about it? Maybe I wouldn't feel empty so many times if the person did do something... Of course not... It's all because of me. Me and my stupid brain who think too much. Lately I've been feeling so down. It might've been because of me working so much. I'm not complaining, I'm earning money. MOHAHAHA!

I just wish I wouldn't feel this way so often. What if I've done something about it the first time it happened? What if I wouldn't have been like this now, what if I wasn't so stupid. v_v